That Feeling

You sit there, knowing there's something you should do, you could do. But you don't. Too much work? Too lazy. Music gets old. There's a few, the ones who have been left behind back in San Diego, people to talk to, but even you don't attempt a conversation. Time ticks. A few minutes have passed, which you spent simply breathing. The internet is yours to surf, but there's nothing to see. Throughout the school year, you think, "how exciting, to be able to do this, this, and this, after everything is over and it's finally summer" but now you think, "what did I want to do, again?". Make no mistake; you're not asking to go back to school. Perhaps just the perks of school- the social aspect? Nevertheless, you still sit there, pondering what to do. First world problems...why won't my phone charge faster? Why didn't I plan more to do this summer? Oh right. Summer is the three months you have to relax, to unwind. To sleep. To stay up late, to sleep in. To eat. To try new foods, to attempt to cook without burning down the house. To cry, to laugh, to experience (hinting at watching and reading TFIOS). Try new things you've never done, you were never brave enough to do or kept pushing aside since you didn't have the time. And that's what I'm planning to do, and what I'll try to do this summer, before high school, before everything changes and becomes serious. Woah, it looks like my attitude just completely changed writing this post!

--Audrey

This post was completely written out of boredom.